It was never this way,
never shouldn't have
but it did
there was nothing to do
the voices in my head
doesn't go
only if i cry
they would
the pain comes
and it shakes my pain
again
you wouldn't know the feeling
a family
of deception
blood
and...
deceit.
I smile
Speak up
Be confident
Act smart
Ignore snobs
Fight back
but
the pain doesn't just stop
It keeps growing
no matter how many punches
i throw at you
it would never go away
It's not sad
but
it hurts
deeply
cutting deep
if I go,
will it go away?